Jul 21, 2019

TTC journey - Pengalaman pertama keguguran


Berat hati nak menaip tentang ni..kebetulan korek file untuk bahan blogging travel ke Krabi hari tu,terjumpa pulak surat hospital dalam file yang sama.aku memang simpan doc oenting dalam satu file so that senang nak cari.

Sahaja aku coretkan nukilan tentang my experience of being pregnat eventhough baru 10 minggu lebih supaya dapat mengingatkan aku perasaan excited when you expecting a baby.

Allah maha besar..
Cukup setahun usia perkahwinan kami,lebih menggembirakan seusai kami balik menunaikan umrah,kami menerima perkhabaran gembira ni❤️ Senyum je bila ingat husband hari2 tenung postive pregancy test  tu. Dan kami nak kepastian,kami refer doctor.Alhamdulillah doktor pun mengesahkan benda yang sama. I was so happy seeing the sac during my tummy being scanned.

I dont know what actually  went wrong,mungkin Allah belum nak berikan kami rezeki zuriat.one day,i noticed i got bleeding.tak banyak tapi its scary sebab normally bleeding petanda tak baik. I keep myself calm and postive.insyaAllah takde pape..but at the same time we refer doc jgk..
Once again,doc scanned..and the sad part was doc said the sac wasn’t well developed, by right on week 10,we could hear the heartbeats.but then,none 😭

Perasaan ni bercampur baur.. 
Alhamdulillah suami sentiasa positif.kami redha dengan ketentuan ni

From Mediviron,we had referred to Hospital Tunku Ampuan Rahimah Klang @ HTAR. Bila dah refer,doc arrange for D&C procedure.so i need to come next week for anaestatic appointment prior to actual D&C operation. Here comes the day,doc explaines  the details of anesthetic, the effects and what not.so the next day i will be on D&C di wad rawatan harian the whole day.tak admitted pun.
Was really scared as i never been admitted before.

On the way back home,perut ni sakit sangat .tak boleh bawak bincang langsung. Aku layan je la,fikir mungkin side effect keguguran.sampai rumah rehat kejap,sakit tu datang balik.sakitnya ya Allah..mcm senggugut 5x ganda dari biasa,seolah-olah macam ada seketul darah period yang besar nak turun. Sampai terbingkok aku tak senanf duduk dibuatnya.
Akhirnya masa buang air kecik,the sac(kantung) keluar sekali..yang sakit tu kantung sebenarnya..
Oh sebelum tu doc penah pesan if benda ni jatuh sebdiri,benda tu kena bawak utk dorang analisis.


Sedih tengok ketulan daging tu 😭

Ingat lagi masa tu overnight kat sana.tapi bukan warded.tunggu doc available during midnight







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