its 3.06 a.m..im now at my cousin's apartment..just reached here safely just evening from bidor..the place surely i will miss the most.. :(
my heart is pounding superfast rite now..just not ready facing a new life in uni tomorrow.though i had been away from family before,but this time is not the same..and of course,u might say 4 years are not a long time,yet with abah's health condition is not really well,leaving home seems like a burden to me..i couldn't help leaving ibu taking care of abah alone..in a mean time,luckily kak ila is at home..at least,she can take care of abah while ibu is working..
ibu is a strong woman i ever knew..brave-hearted..i swear,i love her with all my heart..before leaving to kl just evening,ibu ask forgiveness cuz she couldnt send me to uni due to abah's condition..the moment i hugged my parents was the most saddest part of all..i cried freaking hard..i keep all your words on mind,ibu and abah..i love both of you infinity..pray for me as i always pray for you each single day..and hopefully,the miracle will come..and abah can live her normal life again..
to my dearest buddy,nurulakamalah...thank you for always being for me 24/7..accompany me for my preparation to uni..not forgetting,the gift..thank youu..u're the bestest buddy everr..wishing you best of luck in everything you do..i love you bebeh :)
qiqi,haha..(akak nk tulis pasal kmu jgk)..good luck in your spm okayy!!..be a good girl..its funny thinking how we've come this far cuz we were only met when i was in form 6..
izzati..have a safe journey to uum..best of luck too okayy..be strong..thanks for being the one who i can talk to..nik,thanks tau kasi baju kurung tu.hehe..sorry la,kite ternangis depan kamu tadi xp
for anyone who read this entry,i ask for forgiveness if i had done wrong..pray for my success..till we meet again.see yaa :)
sorry for any grammatical errors.correct me if im wrong.thank youu..
i feel the same way as u do ibu,abah..